what do you say

my 1st legit day of winter break was amazing.

• i woke up at 11am. i almost never get to do that.
• i went real sledding for the first time in my life.
• i had the "full winter snow experience" - snow, sledding with scarves, mittens, etc. , hot cocao
• i got the glee + boyslikegirls cd
• i went to tysons & saw avatar

so, i have to say that avatar was a great movie. i actually wasn't to excited for it before i saw it (seriously? blue people). But the CGI was amazing and i'm usually not the type of person who comments on these types of things. it looked real. the plot was really slow at first, but after a while, i got really into the movie. there were parts where the screen turned black and i thought the movie ended, but thank god it didn't. at one point kathy and i grabbed each others' arms and said "i hope he doesn't open his eyes" at the same exact time. it was shocking, and luckily, his eyes did not open. the idea of blue people is a little strange at first, but i got used to it after a while. i loved the movie, and i don't like sci-fi at all.

together we'll dance in the dark

last night was horrible. i think it taught me a lesson about procrastination.
after around 3am, my brain stops working, and i start writing down random words. i remember i was copying down my physics problem and i wrote "a closed closet is clothes" instead of "a closed system is..." i actually didn't feel tired though; i was on a caffeine rush. that just proves that caffeine doesn't necessarily wake up your mind.

instead of focusing on all of the bad school-related things that happened to me today, i'll just list all of the good things. it's just another shot at optimism.

1. i've sorted out our fbla marketplace thing
2. a someone did something that made me pretty happy
3. christmas party saturday (:
4. only 3 days left of the week
5. i'm going skiing for the winter holiday
6. i've reconnected with some friends
7. i might go to sleep before 12am today
8. i only have my slacker classes tomorrow
9. i think my psat score will qualify for the merrit scholarship thing
10. i bought a new box of tazo chai tea

the end

harrypotter: take 3!

i feel like i'm becoming nerdier and nerdier every day. when i put that exclamation point after the '3' in the title, i thought of 3 factorial (3x2x1). i think it pretty much shows how sad my life is now. all i can think of is schoolschoolschool. i'm stressed to the point where i'm voluntarily declining invites to go out. like tonight, for instance. i could be at some restaurant with my friends, and except i'm sitting in front of the computer. i haven't exactly started my homework yet either because just thinking about it makes me scared. i don't know if i'll survive tomorrow night.

on a brighter note, i went to costco on friday with a group of friends and bought hp6. i can now say that i'm re-obsessed with tom felton after watching it. even though it's the 3rd time i've seen hbp, i still screamed at the lake part. there's something wrong with me. what creeped me out even more was the fact that one of my friends thinks that snape is hot. apparently, his "character" is sexy, whatever that's supposed to mean.

ohmygodihavesomuchhomeworktodo.