monotony is the key to happiness

today is the first day of "summer" since i've gotten back from europe. "summer" is waking up at 7:30, watching tv, going on the computer, eating a tomato the way a person would eat an apple, not looking at my cell phone all day. it's what i enjoy the most. there's no drama, no confusion, no excitement; it's just tranquility. i usually fall into this kind of habit a few weeks into the holiday, after the initial joy of being free from school and homework wears off. it's blended in with a mixture of parties, trips, and the occational summer camp. but now, with only one week left before school starts, my summer days are filled with homework. the results of procrastination are finally hitting me. it really does suck.

i wish summer never ended.