Monday, November 16, 2009

unrequited.

Unrequited: "un⋅re⋅quit⋅ed  /ˌʌnrɪˈkwaɪtɪd/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [uhn-ri-kwahy-tid]
–adjective 1.not returned or reciprocated: unrequited love.
2.not avenged or retaliated: an unrequited wrong.
3.not repaid or satisfied."

unrequited sounds like such a sad word. an unrequited crush. well, i guess it can't be that bad since you have have an unrequited wrong. is requited a word? i might just go look it up after this.
if an unrequited crush feels bad, then how does unrequited love feel? i wouldn't know, since i've never been in love. what are the chances really of meeting that one person who actually loves you back? apparently, not very slim if you look at all of the married couples in the world. i've actually given this a lot of thought. are my parents in love? or do they just love each other? maybe it's an asian thing, or maybe it's just my family.

i guess i had a lot of time today to think about things. sitting in the library for a couple hours waiting for my dad gave me lots of free time which i spend doing nothing. i've realized that i get annoyed a lot the littlest things. pet peeves maybe? but some of these things are bigger than just pet peeves:

-people who never take me seriously. it's okay when we're both joking around, but honestly, i hate it so much when people think i'm stupid. or when they doubt my reasoning or answers when i clearly have done all of the freaking work and they obviously don't know what they're talking about. & when i say stop, i mean it. i'm actually talking about two people in particular, and some of my friends have heard these rants. i guess it applies to my brother too, except he doesn't count since he's family.

-clocks that tick, and digital clocks that blink.

-people who think they're better than me if they're smarter. i don't care if you got a 40/40 on the last test or have a 99.9% in some class or if you've read the encyclopedia. know-it-alls are like ajksdls.

-constant "subtle" braggarts. it's like those off-hand comments. not blatently bragging, but the constant subtleness kill me. like they're pretending to be all casual, but you know that they really just want to tell you all about when they met george washington or hooked up with 100 guys. you know what. i don't care.

wow, that made me sound like an angry person, but whatever. just felt like maybe listing all that stuff would help me vent? i should do physics now.



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