everything & nothing

I live a life of repetition. wake, shower, school, homework, sleep, repeat.
Nothing is happening, and I feel like the only time I'm really awake is during the summer. No cares, no worries, nothing. I wish I could be like that forever. It's hard to remember what I did in those short 3 months last year. A comparison between one of those long, hot days and a bleak, winter schoolday is almost impossible. The differences are endless. I want to be at the beach, to smell the saltwater and feel the sand. I want to complain of having nothing to do, nowhere to go. I want to sleep until the sun goes down. I want everything.